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Country: Turkmenistan
Birthday: 1/18/1987
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Thursday, October 02, 2008

so i decided to go back to xanga because of 2 reasons. 1 to see if my xanga was still active ( and it is!) and 2 to see who else still uses it out all the people back in high school ( i only see a few)

its been over  a year since i wrote soemthign here. im now a senior in college. things have progressed very rapidly, my work and myself. my work has evolved in ways that im proud of. im starting to really concentrated on creating something that i can say is my own. i suppose. but at the same time im worried about hte future and waht im going to do with it. i had a conversation with my mother tonight. she said i should keep going to school even after i graduate. she then said not to be like my sister and wasted a year. but i asked her why? since she found a job. yet i agree with her. i feel liek i should take up some graphic design classes or illustartion classes. so i can have some kinda oppertunity for a job.

as for my love life im still currently single. its been like 3 years since ive had a gf. ive sorta been seeing this one girl on and off but sometimes its really fustrating. i think i should just move on or just focus on my art work...


Friday, May 04, 2007

so i recently finished my second year of college. i had my second critique and it went alot better then my first one. on my first one i had these 2 ladies and they were really horrible. they were saying how i needed ot work on my compostion, handling of paint, and color pallete. THEY BASICLY SAID I SUCKED!...
so the second semester i decided to work harder. i began to paint portraits of the model to get the over all idea of compostion, lighting etc etc. i didnt really liek any of hte paintings. they all seemed boring and unimportant. but i did do this painting of this pig which i really love. i think tahts the only one i really liked this semester.
anyways, so for my critique i brought all the portraits some silkscreens/litho the pig painting and this 5x7ft painting of the flowers i draw. the critics didnt like my protraits. except the one of steven they thought that was more intersting cause i knew the person instead of hte models. they also liked hte 5x7 ft painting and the pig alot they though it was more interesting. one of hte critics, i think his name is brickhouse, said to me " only listen to what the critics say if YOU think it will benifit your work" i think thats teh best advice any teachers given me this year.

so i started summer. and i havent done ANYTHING. well.. i bought a camera.. ahah. i plan to go back to school and sign up to use the print shop mayb i can make prints this summer. and finally make those bags hahah... i have work later on.. but i REALLY dont want to go. its become so tidious its liek watching little kids ( theyre liek at least 18+) well i only have to do it for the next 4 days.. then ill be done for 3 but hten the cycle happens again.. i really just want to leave. i have no idea how louis does this ( my gm) hes been doing this for liek 25 years. hes going to have a heart attack or a nervous break down ( again)

well hopefully my summer will be memoriable.


Thursday, April 05, 2007

PRINTMAKING! and other random thoughts..

    so this semester ive been taking a class called intro to print making. its basicly etching, woodblock, lithography and silkscreening. etching and woodblock were the easiest to do yet the hardest to clean up. there was so much work involve since the paint was oil based. by the time i was done cleaning up one color i was to tired to make the next color. lithography was kinda fun. its sorta liek an old fashion copy machine. whatever your image was, thats how it would come out. print was easy and so was cleaning up (sorta) but the preparing for the plates could take from an hr to maybe 2. i got a few good prints from lithography and i gave some out to people.
     currently im doing silkscreening, and i must say i think this is my calling.  the image comes out really flat and smooth i think tahts waht i liek about it. etching can be tidious at times. and wood block is really time consuming and if you fuck up a peice u baiscly have to restart that whole block. the only down fall for silkscreening for me is the registration of the paper. i think i fucked up about 15 dollars worth of paper. ill upload some images when i get a chance.

    so my mother told me she wants me to get out of the house in the summer. no shes not throwing me out. she wants me to go somewhere.
she was liek " your 20 years old you should travel."
she said i should go to canada to visit my grandpa. i wouldnt mind that but i wouldnt know waht to do there. i woudl probably go to goodfoot ( canadian sneaker spot) and thats about it. i dont think i could stay in my cousins house for a whoel week or so and not do anything. no i dont want to do some tourist shit. i dont really find those things fun. like one time we went niagra falls. it hink tahts was a waste of time. yea it was pretty cool for liek 2 minutes. or that tower where the floor is made of glass. ( forgot the name). i guess im not much of a tourist. i mean yea i def want to travel and see places. but i dont want to see some tourist shit. i want to go to places where regualr people go. liek small diner in neighborhoods or random parks or something. liek everyday shit in ANOTHER country.... if that makes any sense.

    i guess the only place i really want to go to is china. again not some tourist attraction china. but like the dirty grungy villages where peopel live a simple life. i guess its my idea of getting back to my roots. yea ull proabbly say ALE WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT UR FROM MEXICO. yea i want to go back to mexico as well. but first CHINA. mayb ill go with my sister or one of my coworkers since they pretty much know the places liek the back of their hands.

    also my second year of college is coming to an end. i dont think ive learned anythign really form this year. the onlyt hitnk i really enjoyed was painting and printing. drawing was kinda of a bore. sometimes i question myself of waht im doing.

in the next few weeks i really want to push my art work. i guess ive just been lazy. going to class and ocming home not really putting any effort into my work just doing it wen i had to.i have alot of projects to finish and a paper to write.

i think tahts it..



Wednesday, March 28, 2007

.... i wonder if anyone reads this anymore?

so theres this girl i kinda like. but i dont think she notices me.. we talk and all but i dont think she notices me


Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i fucking hate everyone.. that is all



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